Friday, January 30, 2015

My St. John's Houseboat Journey and Protection in Paradise

Rolling Manatee ©Lynne Buchanan
My houseboat journey along the St. John's was a wonderful experience despite a windy start. My good friend America and her wonderful husband John drove the boat and prepared food for the week.  It was so great to have a support team.

When we arrived at the Holly Bluff Marina (a great place to rent a houseboat!), it was extremely windy.  I think winds might have been gusting over 30 mph.  This is not good for driving a houseboat.  We were banned from leaving the dock, although they did say we could have the boat for an extra day.  I ended up driving down to Blue Spring to visit the manatees again.  I absolutely love manatees and never give up a chance to commune with them.  This one was amazing, rolling and spinning in the water.

The next day we went south, heading towards the confluence with the Wekiva River.  It was incredible there and where we moored was spectacular.  I kayaked on the Wekiva in the evening and at sunrise the following day.  That is where this beautiful starburst surmise occurred.
Sunrise at the St John's-Wekiva Confluence © Lynne Buchanan
After I saw this amazing sight, I was treated to another miracle–a whole flock of wild turkeys feeding nearby.  These three were along the shoreline and I watched and then followed them for quite awhile.  They seemed perfectly comfortable that I wast there, as I didn't paddle or make a sound.  The way they light hit them and revealed the incredible colors of their bodies simply amazed me.  This was a gift I hadn't asked for, as I never dreamed such a sight could be possible.  All I kept whispering was thank you...

Turkey Trio, Wekiva River ©Lynne Buchanan

From here, we headed north to the Dead River and Hontoon Island where we moored for the night.  The following morning, I climbed up on the deck of the pontoon boat and saw this amazing hawk couple.  They looked so peaceful and romantic, but it was all an illusion.  They were just scoping out the scene.  For the rest of the time we were there, they went for squirrels and ibis and anything else they could get their talons and beaks on.  




Hawk Couple on Patrol ©Lynne Buchanan
Our last day, we headed up to the Alexander Springs area photographing ospreys, herons, ibis, and other birds along the way.  Then we went back and docked in an elbow just below the St. Francis.  I decided I would kayak the Norris Dead River.  I went down to market 34 where there was supposed to be an entrance, but I did not see it because the Hydrilla had taken over.  I ended up going to marker 38 to the Woodruff Wildlife entrance.  I began kayking back towards the Norris River and it was beautiful in the last light of the day.

Norris Dead River in the Last Light ©Lynne Buchanan

It seemed like some idyllic paradise to me, but just like Eden I knew that I had to be careful.  If I didn't get back to the main river soon it would be dark and who knows what shadow creatures I could encounter.  I thought if I just made the next left I would be heading back to the St. John's.  Unfortunately, that was not true.  This was the other end of the cut at marker 34 and it was clogged all the way through.  Fortunately, I decided to ask a couple in a fishing boat.  Thankfully, Rick and Marcy, two amazing people and great Samaritans on the water, who fortunately also lived in the area, knew that the map I had was useless and that the only way back to the houseboat was to marker 38 and back along the St. John's.  It was a good hour or hour and a half paddle and there was no way I could make it before dark.  These kindly souls towed my kayak back and let me ride in their boat with them.  On the way back, I made these images, one of the sunset with my iPhone and the other of their rat terrier with my camera.  I was so happy to have met them and knew I was being watched out for as usual.  Thank you universe for all your protection when I need it!

Rescue on the St. John's ©Lynne Buchanan
Sunset, St. John's ©Lynne Buchanan
This morning, I kayaked down the St. Francis and was blessed to see my creatures, including an eagle, an osprey bringing nesting material, and several kingfishers, none of whom seemed to mind my presence and allowed me to watch and study them for quite some time.  How blessed we are to inhabit this planet with such wonderful beings.

Eagle on the St. Francis ©Lynne Buchanan

Osprey Bringing Nesting Material ©Lynne Buchanan

Kingfisher ©Lynne Buchanan
So thankful that the St. John's is being brought back and that river keepers and citizens have stepped up to protect this amazing river.  All the other waterways in Florida deserve to be preserved too.  Let's do our part.  I can't imagine a world where these kinds of soul connecting encounters were no longer possible.




Sunday, January 18, 2015

Never Be Too Jaded to Appreciate Amazing When You See It

Sarasota Bay, My Lifeblood ©Lynne Buchanan
This one is for you, Dad.  When I was at my parent's house over the holidays, my father suddenly yelled for me to grab my camera quick and go outside.  My father is 84-years-young.  He has been living in this house on Sarasota Bay since I was 11 years old and I hate to say how long ago that was.  Anyway, let us just say he has watched a lot of sunsets.  When he called for me, he sounded very urgent.  I have been his daughter for a long time, so I understood the timber of his voice.  I snatched my camera and ran out through the sliding glass doors without thinking twice and saw this.  I truly about fainted.  It was like the sky and water were bleeding.  When I was done photographing and came inside, my father said he had never, ever seen a sunset like this in all his years on this planet.  This is the view from his backyard, so he sees sunsets every day.  

A photographer I know once told me that she never photographs sunsets.  They are too cheap.  I suppose she meant easy.  The colors are there and if you expose them right, you can make great images–especially if you modify the colors a bit in Photoshop or some other program.  

Perhaps she had a point, but her point was only valid if it is necessary for you as the photographer to prove that you are exceptionally skilled and that nature has only a small role in your creation.  Frankly, if you don't want to photograph something like this and burn this visual in your mind forever to call upon in times of stress, medical hardship, loneliness, challenge, whatever, you are crazy.   Let me just say that I did not modify the colors at all, except to back them off a little because it was too intense to be believable.  Sometimes we get so incredibly jaded.  Sunsets happen every day.  Why should we care? 

All I can say to that is that to me, each time the sun rises or sets it is a miracle, no matter how dramatic or not it is.  When I see something like this, I just want to scream and jump up and down with joy, amazement, love, and gratitude.  I don't know about you, but this is why I am here on this planet.  To show up at moments like this and thank God I can still feel my blood course through my veins a little faster and the air fill my lungs a little deeper.  

We are only here for a short flash, like this incredible burst of color, and then we are gone.  Sometimes, I wonder how long that will be and consider counting the hours, minutes, and seconds, but that is pointless, I know.  It is not up to me when it will all end.  It will just happen sometime.  This weekend was my 40th high school reunion and I was saddened to see how many of my peers had passed on.  I was also grateful how many people showed up–an amazing percentage actually considering how small the two classes they combined were.  I wasn't going to go, but then I did because I figured how many 40th high school reunions can you have.  I was so glad I attended too.  Memories were triggered, friendships reignited...

Sunsets like this, momentous high school reunions, all these things are fantastic and mind blowing and I applaud them.  But the little moments, the not so spectacular sunsets, the quiet intimate exchanges we have with life, they should be treasured too.  Sunsets are not cheap.  No aspect of life is without the greatest worth.  Celebrate every single moment you have and let go of your expectations of how fantastic things should be.  Sunsets like this happen when you least expect them.

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Thoughts on "The Death of The Creative Artist–and the Birth of the Creative Entrepreneur"

Colon Cemetery, Havana ©Lynne Buchanan
In William Deresiewicz’s article The Death of the Artist—and the Birth of the Creative Entrepreneur in The Atlantic Monthly, he writes about how works of art are becoming commodities–consumer goods with a customer base.  From my own struggles to hold on to what I am trying to express with my photographs and blog posts while trying to market and sell my work, I tend to believe a lot of what Deresiewicz’s article is saying.  This paradigm shift he tell us has to do with the shift in the workforce.  No one is guaranteed a job these days and people have to switch careers multiple times.  We are in an age of entrepreneurialism where we are all being forced to become our own “marketing production, and accounting departments.” Deresiewicz writes that although entrepreneurialism is being sold to us as an opportunity, it is actually a necessity. 
The author suggests quality will deteriorate because no one has time for the 10,000 hours it takes to become really expert at something because of the demands of all these other roles.  In addition, Deresciwicz observes that in searching for a market, creative people are hitting multiple media and establishing platforms for their creativity instead of focusing on a single art form. Though I constantly feel the pull between creating and marketing, I spend most of my time creating and not enough time marketing in large part because I don’t understand how to market the work my soul feels compelled to create since the world of photography has changed so much.  It is also true that I had to incorporate writing to get my work and message noticed and there is no doubt that pursuing two creative media is very time consuming.  Yet one more reason marketing is the last thing I get to. Furthermore, it seems to me that the skills required to create photographs and write creative nonfiction are very different than the skills required for running a successful business.   Achieving success in today’s art world is a mix of creating something “artistic” and being able to sell it, with the business model often being a greater indicator of success. 
My photographs and writings reflect my inner awakening and I have shared them in an attempt to help shift cultural values, so that people understand we are part of a web of life and owe it to the planet to consider the consequences of our behavior towards nature.  Though there is clearly a need for my message in today’s world in my humble opinion, since we are destroying the environment at breakneck speed, this need is not something recognized by much of society or deemed relevant in the new paradigm of the artist. 
I am not interested in selling for the sake of selling, in producing without caring what I produce just so someone will consume.  To me, art is more than a widget.  Yet, if I cannot find ways to sell or share my work in museums, galleries, and public places without losing money as I currently do, I may have to stop displaying my work in these forums and create solely for myself. It is somewhat paradoxical that in this new age where everyone is supposed to have a voice, your voice is deemed less worthy if you don’t follow consumer trends and market your follower voice sufficiently through social media and other networking platforms.  Don’t get me wrong, I do share through Facebook, as it is the best means of reaching people I have found and with no advertising, my blog has been read more than 11,000 times.
Still, I have yet to figure out how to cross over from getting people to look at and read my work to earning enough money to cover the costs of sharing my work.  Though the reason I am an artist has little to do with making money, or I would have quit long ago, it is disheartening not be compensated sufficiently for the blood, sweat, and tears I put into my photography and writing in a world where everyone is trying to get the best deal on a product.  Yet, as someone said to me the other day about the starving artist story, “I don’t want someone trying to make me feel badly that I don’t want to buy something if I don’t need it or want it.”  In the past, there were patrons who funded creative endeavors because they saw the value to society.  Now we have to prove and create our own value.  For a long time, I have thought if I could just become well known somehow, then my work would sell easily because critics and other artists are always telling me how good it is.  Yet the point of creating has never been to become famous for me. 
I am not sharing my struggles to make anyone feel sorry for me.  I have been analyzing them for a while and this article helped me see what I have been facing in a cultural context that affects the direction art may go in the coming decades.  As someone who believes in the soul and the importance of art in opening our eyes to the deeper issues of life, I feel examining these issues is critically important.  
Below are three quotes from the article that I felt raised particularly significant issues.   To read the article in full, click on the link below: http://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2015/01/the-death-of-the-artist-and-the-birth-of-the-creative-entrepreneur/383497/?single_page=true
 “It’s hard to believe that the new arrangement will not favor work that’s safer: more familiar, formulaic, user-friendly, eager to please—more like entertainment, less like art. Artists will inevitably spend a lot more time looking over their shoulder, trying to figure out what the customer wants rather than what they themselves are seeking to say. The nature of aesthetic judgment will itself be reconfigured. “No more gatekeepers,” goes the slogan of the Internet apostles. Everyone’s opinion, as expressed in Amazon reviews and suchlike, carries equal weight—the democratization of taste.”
“’Producerism, we can call this, by analogy with consumerism. What we’re now persuaded to consume, most conspicuously, are the means to create. And the democratization of taste ensures that no one has the right (or inclination) to tell us when our work is bad. A universal grade inflation now obtains: we’re all swapping A-minuses all the time, or, in the language of Facebook, likes.”

“When works of art become commodities and nothing else, when every endeavor becomes “creative” and everybody “a creative,” then art sinks back to craft and artists back to artisans—a word that, in its adjectival form, at least, is newly popular again. Artisanal pickles, artisanal poems: what’s the difference, after all? So “art” itself may disappear: art as Art, that old high thing. Which—unless, like me, you think we need a vessel for our inner life—is nothing much to mourn.”

Note: Cuba has been incredibly supportive of the arts, as I learned on my recent trip there.  I only included the photograph above because the Colon Cemetery is so vast and evokes the scale of the loss I believe we are experiencing.